dream last night:
(warning: its gonna be super wierd and senseless at points)

I was shopping for books at those push cart trolleys in shopping mall.
I remember I was attracted to this push cart that sells books because of a beautiful book cover.
I was browsing when mayflower guzheng junior called me.

"Hello yile, you want ___ couple tee?" (I couldn't quite pick up what she said)
"ya ya.."
"what's the picture at the side of your smiley face couple tee?"

(smiley face couple tee=tee with a smiley face that eyes are crosses
*I've got no idea why is it COUPLE TEE)

I answered "ya ya.." to my junior. and she thought I have the tee. so she asked me what is the picture at the side of the tee (although there is no picture at the side in REAL LIFE but this was how it was in the dream. I told you all to expect senseless nonsense.)

I don't know why, I didn't want to admit the fact I actually didn't have the tee because she's my junior and the tee is so popular now. I thought she would laugh at me for being retarded for not having the tee. (another senseless thought without a reason then.) but I knew lying isn't right, and because I just had word for life lessons the day before, I wanted to make an effort to not sin intentionally.

I don't know why, my first thought overcomed my second thought. so I told my junior I can't remember, because I bought the tees when I went shopping with PYJ(pohyijia), and it was PYJ that chose the designs, so I didn't have a clear impression.
then my junior, in one way or another, put down the phone and ended the call.

I continued browsing the books. then, I was looking through this series of books written by the same author that has super nice bookcovers also. I flipped and flipped and I saw this book.

I don't have any impression on the title of the book. I vividly remember there is this picture of Jesus speaking to his disciples, and an abstract cross at the top left of the picture. then, below there was this sign that says "Jesus loves me", or "Jesus loves you".

I was shocked instantly and the first glimpse of the book and started feeling like a total sinner.
the world whirled because I felt like I was deservant to be thrown into hell.

conclusion?:
this story really strucked me. and one of my camp objectives is learn not to lie.

and yay thats my testimony for the day! :)

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its going to be a terribly tired week D;.
trainings, and piano. and so much more I shouldn't mention.
but its alright. I've light at the end of the tunnel when..


UNSTOPPABLE CAMP COMES! (H)(H)(H)


gosh I shall think about it until I had enough of emoing about the probable prosecution I'm so gonna face after camp. urrgh.

D:. D:. D:.
but I'm definitely still awaiting for thurday to come where I can secretly load my luggage onto papa's lorry and meet him in the afternoon at downtown to have a reunion with my bags! ;D.
and then, I'm off for camp.
and mama will be jumping around for 3 days at home like a grasshopper. o.o
and honestly, I wonder whats gonna happen to yiyang. :\

and goodness gracious, training on friday has been cancelled?!
gosh how am I going to friggin get out of my house. D:
nevermind, I'll go for "morning training" on friday.

by the way,
read these super cool verses on the bus today:

For if their purpose or activity is of human origin, it will fail.
But if it is from God, you will not be able to stop these men;
you will only find yourselves fighting against God.
(Acts 5:38e-39)

Amen!

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