havent been posting for a week, nearly.
and th previous posts were like, uh.
very obviously lazy posts.
11/02/09.
match with yuan ching.
pei wasnt around.
we still won, but the flow wasnt really there.
forgotten the score, cant really be bothered with.
12/02/09.
was quite a injury filled day.
first i was cut by the art knife during cutting in art lesson.
then i twisted my ankle outside delta swimming complex, when walking on uneven roads.
lastbutnotleast, i was stone-walking when my right leg tripped into a small drain, and received cuts on my shin.
haha. so great right.
13/02/09.
lumpful of chocolates on my desk by the end of the day.
gave barney and associates fererro, nt rocher.
before training anoher lumpful of valentines stuff from netballers. tyvm.
feel bad for not giving anyone anything.
in fact i totally forgotten about getting gifts and stuff.
cause apparantly im too engrossed in thinking of how to wrap tsy's present. o.o
14/02/09.
and its valentines today.
woke up by my mom that on the room lights.
she've gone for rv, for pta agm.
my sister went for co practice.
my dad and brother are still snoring away.
here am i sitting in my computer room, that once used to be my room,
typing away on my post page.
sent many valentines message through sms just.
got many replies that reminds me of SAD, single awareness day?
yet its not as if a miraculous sms will ever appear to reach my handphone beside me, right now this moment.
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黄靖伦-缺席
爱 只剩下躯壳
为什么还不放手却拉扯
是我 不甘心还是不舍
为何我还在固执的拔河
其实我 真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我 真的不懂得
让你更快乐
我想和你在一起
却在你未来缺席
给你的爱 那些美丽
已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本 未完待续
预留伏笔 把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果 就算瞬间老去
毫不犹豫
爱 是不是都一样
无论多漫长 终究曲终人散
可是 我不想因为不敢
却步沮丧然後半途收场
其实我 真的很难过
只是难过都沦为沉默
可能我 真的不懂得
让你更快乐
我想和你在一起
却在你未来缺席
给你的爱 那些美丽
已长成藤蔓缠着我的生命
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本 未完待续
预留伏笔 把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果 拥抱你不犹豫
能不能将你的样子忘掉
舍不舍得爱 让我控制不了
只想要 把你拥抱
其实爱上一个人没有解药
我的静脉流着爱 陪你到老
原来我 还会微笑
我真的想和你在一起
却在你未来缺席
在你的未来缺席
像是一出剧本 未完待续
预留伏笔 把未完成从容继续
如果还有如果 就算瞬间老去
毫不犹豫
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