injured;
physically and emotionally.

before the match had 2 injuries.
1. left arm cut by the rusted fence at the volleyball court.
2. hit by gail on the right cheekbone during 1/3 court.

match was very dangerous.
almost cried because was very worried about the scores outside.

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why is it me that have to take in all these?

i guess because all these started because of me.
so im suppose to take the responsibility of all that? not.

i want to believe, i dont know whether i should.
if God gives me my opportunity; i have to cherish it.
just today, i saw what He gave to me.
did i just threw it away? i dont know.

what you've done actually affected my trust for you.
you've lied before many times,
and i had stupidly believed.

you are not at fault.
you dont have to worry; i dont hate you and i wont breathe a word of anything from anyside.
i dont take sides.
i am not bias.

so now, im
caught in a dilemma.
i dont know if i should believe.

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