this world is cruel.
accept this as a fact, not an unfairness.
here, im gonna announce 2 goodbyes.

1. 世界上没有不散的宴席，
人总是有离别之时。
GohZhiLynn,
we love you forevereverever x3

2. recently very down, cause im trying hard to avoid someone. i turned very emo cause of this. im putting 100% effort into this avoidal. i can even start tearing in the middle of non offical training. and so to avoid this person i've decided not to go bck to mayflower on cny.

to th person that im avoiding: dont worry, cause i'll never irritate you with my irritating smses, irritating msn instant messages, irritating questions, irritating character and irritating face again. i'll avoid you when i see you. i wont talk to you ever. i'll never sms and msn you again. i'll pretend i dont know chi new year, or your birthday, or christmas, or anything, and so i wont wish you anything at anytime. i'll watch my distance from you. i will never smile to you anymore.

i still can remember your dongzhi, and cny wishes last year, so so vividly.

i promise, the only times i'll ever smile because of you will never be anything that has got to do with a future we share, but a past i cherish right till this moment.

you must understand, tht i am avoiding you because of you.

if this isnt something that you we hoping for in the ultimate end, you must understand that i interpreted it as it.

people like gail and yijia, you must now understand that it no longer matters who this person is. he's not worth mentioning.





bye, foreverever.
maybe it was all my own imagination, my own interpretation, my own feelings, my own everthing since the beginning of time.

God bless you find your true love soon.
perhaps im destined to be only a passerby in your life.








爱情可以很甜美，
也可以很苦痛。

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