im tired.
many things still await me.
i have to persist,
i have to be responsible.
so whatever cannot affect you.
nothing.
no words no weather no feeling nothing of any sort.

oh people out there there's good news.
im forcing myself to shut up.
since no one appreciates my words.
i mean,
i understand the fact that your dont like science
and i rattle on and on.
yes i should learn to shut up.
安静的力量; (唐门名言, 不良笑花)
放过你们的耳朵; (爱我请shutup, 杨丞琳, 半熟宣言 歌词)

all of a sudden.
yes, all of a sudden,
without a proper reason
i start to think alot.
perhaps like what mrs ching says,
think too much.
i got this feeling that my eyes are gonna fail me soon,
or im gonna get some terminal disease of some sort.
i start to think i have too little time,
i have too little time left to waste.

c'mon stop wasting time on taiwan drama series.
get a life, yile.
its not as if you've nothing better to do.
finish up your last 2, 霹雳MIT and 我的亿万面包
and stop your obsession man.
what the hells wrong with you.
if you have too much time to spend,
read more books,
take down more notes to fill your netball journal,
do your homework on time.
stop yourself from being melodramatic.
stop arguing with pohyiyang.
start thinking of planning your time well.
people are complaining you dont know how to plan your time well.
work on your attitude.
people say your attitude sucks.

being active is good.
but dont get overboard.
start learning to be passive, pohyile.
you got your whole life to live.
stop getting so emotional, it doesnt help.
dont lie so much, its a sin and you know that.
dont let laziness overtake your hardwork.

c'mon, seriously.
get a life.

Labels: self-reflection