:X
sunday ,
i realised that althou you all made fun of me , etc ,
but i still love you all alt .
during th 'class gathering' ,
yes .
yr made me freak out w/ yr dirtiness ,
unpureness ,
whtevr it is .
but i still love yr .
yr treat me like a true friend .
i now undrstnd wht erman was talking abt tht time
abt bad frens are gd frens .

and i missed yr ..
alt alt alt .
evian , kexin , yuxuan , byolind , cherrine ,
clarence , eugene , bangjing , weiyi , yunda ,
still gt who ..? :X
thnks for like , making my day brighter : D

--
monday ,
it was my 100th day .
:X
and , oh shit .
i wnt myself to forget .
100days alr , my heart shld go numb .
i wnt it to be numb .
i dun wnt it to feel a thing .
bt i cnt , i realised .
its hard , really hard .
i wnt to forget .

but i still rmb how you were th last time i saw you .
up till now ,
101days .
a whole 101 days .
i still , still
can rmb so vividly .

:X

my mind is whirling .
i cnt think properly .
i wnt to knw my true feelings for you .
i wnt to make things right .
i dun think things are right .
i wnt to make sure i knw wht im doing .

:X

--
im super screwed .
th 1c ppl were like ,
idk .
okay , im nt blaming thm or wht .
im nt angry w/ thm either .
it was jus a debate , i knw .
if i offended yr (which i obviously did)
pls forgive me kay .

darn ,
im going hell on stage tmrw .
they'll sure look at me w/ those bu shuang eyes .
i hope they dun recognize me anymre .
tmrw : training issit ?!
okay i clip up my hair w/ butterfly clip .
maybe sm of thm will fail to recognize
:XXXX

--

i really hope i'll fall ill .
or time will stop .
or i nv existed .
whtevr it is ;

1. i wna go bck in time and enjoy yr loves for me (my dear 6fians).
2. 1c ppl wun humiliate me .
3. andinvloveddyou .








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