it might seem tht ue dun hate me anymre.
it might seem tht ue nv lyk really hated me.
idk, really.
whether i shld cm out w/ a conclusion ant.
its nt my choice to make ue lyk me,
or hate me,
whtsoevr.
its jus up to ue.
i've done my best to stop doing idiotic things tht seem to piss ue off.
which i usually cnt hlp faulting.
whtevrs.
its really up to ue.
--
ya.
i feel darn pathetic now.
i feel extra btwn ue all.
i feel extra btwn ue all.
i feel extra btwn ue all.
i feel extra btwn ue all.
i feel extra btwn ue all.
i feel extra btwn ue all.
i feel extra btwn ue all.
i feel extra btwn ue all.
i feel extra btwn ue all.
i feel extra btwn ue all.
th above all are meant to be
referring to different ppl.
ya, can see right.
im forever tht extra la.
walao eh.
im enlightened,
yet im still darn pessimistic abt my pathetic fate.
whtevr.
who ask me to be stupid.
maybe im still nt fully enlightened yet.
maybe my faith isnt built enought yet.
i still hv this feeling of
commi____ sui____.
bleahs.
ah;
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