ytd, we played IJ TP.
gt trashed.
cos:
sarah was injured
yuyan was still on MC
they were tight on us
sm of us were afraid to fight

during half court,
since sarah was injured,
lois played C
and i played WA.
nt tht i was scared of IJ TP,
but thn my passes into nicole's hands din work.
so i cried before th match.
in th end, eva went in as WD and rae took WA instead.

got scolded frm ms puva whn they checking nails.
she thought i cried cos i dunno how to play WA.
factually, it was cos of my passes into nicole's hands tht din work during half court.
i was afraid i will loose th ball whn passing it to nicole..
=xx

well done jiarui.
ue see? ue can de!
jus tht smtimes ue scared this scared tht only..

i could proudly say i partly caused th team's lost.
C in 3rd quater.
WA in 4th.

i wonder why ms puva hv th trust in me to play C.
i've nvr played it before, honestly.
=xx
and obviously i did a bad job.
din even get a successful C pass into either tricia's or rae's hand.
th defenders were too tight on thm.
once, i heard hueychyi offer, so i threw it to her,
but thn whn she wntd to throw to th attackers,
it was intercepted by th 3 feet hands up player in IJ TP.
i FLUNKED.
aarhss.

thn WA,
it was nt tht bad.
jus tht i was abit useless as i din hlp in feeding and offering at th circle.
once, i offered and it was intercepted by my WD..

after th match, ran 3 rounds arnd kallang all 6 courts.
ms chen saw us cutting corners,
and ms puva cruelly asked us to run another 3 rounds.
so all in all
6 rounds round 6 courts.

damn tiring,
muscles ached after tht.
smmre i played in th game la,
so was veh tired.

mrs khoo and ms puva gave a lecture.
thn, YY cried.
=xx
we weren't allow to pat her shoulder or comfort her those kinda stuff.
ms puva said we din try.
actually we did.
jus tht i wasnt shown.

after tht, went to kallang and had old chang kee(OCK), mr bean and sweet talk.
had lots and lots of food.
twice, i walked off, hoping smone wld realise my absence.
but thn, both times no one bothered.
ue see wht i mean by feeling out of th team? if it was anyone else, they wld obviously hv realised th disappearance..
damn sad la.
smsed huiming for sm comfort.
thnks huiming.
made me feel ABIT SLIGHTLY btr..

skipped piano,
my sis took over.
touched up w/ th blogskin.
and wala, now its done.

now i undrstnd,
why i prefer mayflower..
cos we dun leave out anyone,
and we show mre care towards each other.
at least tht's wht i think.
teammates, if ue all read this,
pls dun get angry,
im merely stating my opinions.
or rather, ue all shldnt be called my teammates,
i dun even feel lyk part of ue all.

whtevr.
go die la,
why bother living,
since ue are just an extra thing tht cm into evryone's way.

im a useless freak.
simply useless.

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