walao.
can i go 跳楼自杀 anot ahh?
really stressed up and tire off-ed by sec sch life.
its hard to cope w/.
seriously.
im still living in my p5 world.
i cnt believed i've finished my 1st major paper in my life & went into a sec sch.
every morn after my bath, i'll go:
haixx. its nt mayflower uniform but river valley uniform.
sometimes i even cnt accept th fact tt im taking lyk 9 subjects.
tts sounds totally crazy!
seems only crazy ppl will be able to cope.
jus 1 word to describe it all--
siann!
damn it.
i wnt join rv concert band!
but thn they say tt its unlikely to be able to hv 2 cca especially whn th combi is smth lyk mine.
so sad right?
sobbs.
i love th instruments!
rrahs.
damn it.
i think im gonna die sooner or later.
im
SERIOUS.
siann.
tmr gt training
again.
wnt to die alr.
so tired tired tired.
*yawns*
i miss mayflower!!! rrahs.
th life there was so 逍遥快活.
really lorr.
whn ue compare it w/ rv..
its like as if ue're in heaven.
its lyk 天壤之别!
& im
REALLY SERIOUS this time.
eee yer..
i HATE my lang arts teacher luhh!
she sucks man!
walao.
feel lyk slping during her lsns la!
at least pri sch teachers their lsns are interesting.
so if ue fall aslp they hv th rights to scold ue.
cos they tried hard to make th lsn interesting,
yet ue carried on w/ yr slping.
but thn for sec sch teachers,
they make their own lsns so boring.
& they dun realise it.
thn in th end?
whn students fall aslp,
they are scolded.
sianns.
i think im dozing off while i type.
really wnt to go slp & nvr wake up forever.
sobbs.
wnt cry alr.
so sad right?
ya lorr. so sad. T_T
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