wow. im now trying to patiently find away to deal with this stupid internet thingy. my mum has now "FIXED" the internet connection and now im trying to deal with it cause this thing can loose connection any minute from now.


i had a wierd dream last night. scared me to death man. it was pretty wierd. very wierd. it goes something like this...


*dream* erm... im just simply, well, poh yi le from mayflower primary. and i stayed back in school to practice for the graduating concert together with some 6f people- zhong hui, kelvin, guan shun, yun da... also dont know why all guys la, and why these few, but its my dream after all, so just... well... follow it la. and some other people that stayed back to rehearse are also choir people. so its like the whole choir versus 5 people from 6f. cant exactly remember what we were suppose to rehearse, but i can remember the teachers-in-charge was erm... mrs wong(prefect in charge, also dunno why its her, but the dream goes like that...) and ms sumita. wierd right? i also cant understand why its them... do they even have a link?!


whatever la. and then, that was to only establish a beginning. now its the story itself...

when we were about to start rehearsing in the staff room(wierd right? rehearse in the staff room...), mrs low(choir in charge), started singing after she came in from the staff room door to herself. she was singing a familiar tune, so all the choir people started singing along with her. they were like, singing so happily that they totally forgot about the rehearsal. and then, mrs low said "why not we sing for the graduation concert too?" and everyone agreed. so they all walked to her table and started discussing about the song they should sing, and they test sung, and so on. and the whole place was left with 6f people. then all of us were like... looking at each other and laughing... and i could remember zhong hui laughed really loudly, cause he always do, that is the un-wierd part of this wierd dream. hahax.

well, then i suggested going to the canteen since we were left there unattended. and those boys agreed and so we went to the canteen and started talking and talking... eating and eating...

then, mr see came. no link right?! LOL and then he saw us sitting there and he asked "aren't you suppose to rehearse for the graduating concert?" we were like looking at each other, and we dint know what to say. but anyway, we still told him the story and then he was like...

"ooooo. i see..."

-.-'

lols.

and then we walked to the place where there is 2 staircase which can respectively lead to the language rooms and the 2nd floor. we were pleading mr see to send us home, and the time then, when i checked my watch, was like... 5pm. yes. 5pm.

he was finding all sorts of excuses. and then, when he couldn't find anymore, he agreed.

but before he sent us home, we went to the gate c's econ first. i bought a drink(should be htwo0) and then an uncle at the pavement told me some wierd things like "hehe, girl, today will be dooms day!" and things like that. so wierd, right?


anyway, we went back to mayflower, and then mr see decided the order of him sending us home. and then we went into the car. he brought yun da and guan shun home first. and then it was zhong hui's turn (sorry zhong hui, but your role in this story ends here!) and then kelvin goes home. and then, i asked my mum if mr see could go my house eat cause my mum cooking wanton mee. very nice one worh. and then i asked mr see himself. he said "okay lor" and there came a phone call. it was... VIVIEN?! (she was previously included in the choir earlier[with huiming. and me. we were standing there together.], and i wondered what happened... suddenly a phone call from her... but she was not in school...)



mr see put loud speaker, so i could hear everything she said. it goes something like this:



"erm... mr see ah... erm... can you go __________ now? i want to tell you something... not really good to tell on the phone... please? if you are free la... if not free then nevermind lorr..."



something like that. i dint know that place. and i cant rememeber where it was. but anyway, mr see was the driver, so he knew the way.



he probably sensed something fishy (and i think you will all sense it if you heard the way vivien talked) and so he drove at top speed.



he stopped his car about half a kilometre away from the site as there was metal bars(those fat ones?!) blocking cars off. so we stopped and came down and walked on the sand... and walked... and walked...



suddenly, mr see fainted. what?! (wierd right?) and then i was like thinking... "what was i suppose to do to him? carry him? perform CPR?! omg. okay. i dint thought of that. it is meant to be a joke. sorry mr see. not on purpose. and what was i suppose to do to vivien? she was half a kilometre away. doing dunno what.



anyway, i decided to DRAG mr see to where he was suppose to go since i couldn't lift him off the ground and there was vivien half a kilometre away probably waiting for help. but i dint go far when i saw kelvin running towards us.



"what happened to him?"



"why are you here?"



"i said what happened to him!"



"i asked why are you here!"



then there was silence for a few seconds.



then he told me why he was here. cause huiming called him?! (wierd right?!)



then i told him what happened to mr see. said he fainted suddenly and since vivien wanted to see him, i dragged him.



and then kelvin helped with the dragging. we dragged halfway and then mr see miraculously woke up weakly. he could walk, so we let it be. 3 of us walked and walked till we reached a tent, or you could say a small hut.



and so we 3 went in. since kelvin already had an idea how it looked like inside, he dint show any expression on his face except a tired look after walking on sand. but for us, mr see and i, were like, shocked at the scene. and you guess what it was?



this tent was for criminals. omg. and guess what? vivien did something against the law and so she was sent here!



this is a place where criminals cant hang before being cremated. they were burnt ALIVE! omgomg. and that was the punishment vivien was going to go through...



and then so what did she call mr see for? she actually wanted mr see to record down her last words... gosh. it was getting more and more mysterious...



and then, mr see recorded those last words... and vivien was tied up and put near a candle that was then lighted. and then huiming and kelvin also went to hold vivien in position and called her to sit properly. and they blabbered some nonsense which i couldn't figure out. cause they were wispering ear to ear.



and then huiming and kelvin went to take a rope and tied themselves too. gosh. and they sat beside vivien that was ouch-ing in pain. WHAT?! SO VIVIEN, HUIMING AND KELVIN ALL DID SOMETHING AGAINST THE LAW?! HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?!" and then, they were jumping around after each scorch but they couldn't not obey the rules of burning alive as the policewoman was staring at them. and there stood mr see and i, looking at them in pain... shaking our heads in disbelief... shouting dont! dont! dont leave! and i started to cry. cry cry cry. cry cry cry, while shouting "dont torture yourselves! come out of that this instant! all three of you! how can all of your do this to me?! leaving me without even saying a proper goodbye?!"



and then huiming and kelvin was like telling me "since our ashes are together, just put 3 of our names on the same container that carries our ashes..." (okay. this part sounds so wrong. but the dream just goes like that.)



*reality* and then beads of pespiration was running down my head.



*dream* when i went home, i couldn't eat. neither could mr see. since my face was abit sticky after all those tears, i went into the bathroom and washed up...



the tube of foam for washing face was abit 'scarce'. so i squeezed hard...



*reality* i squashed my blanket though it was flat(rhymes!)



*dream* i thought "stupid vivien. stupid huiming. stupid kelvin. left me without a goodbye. not even a wave to me. just tortured themselves and they were gone... cant imagine how life would be without those people... in school? no one talk to me... at home? no one to chat with... when im happy? no one to share happiness with... when im down? no one to comfort me and cry with me...



.............................................



*reality*i woke up from my dream. how wierd, right?



and if your names are up there in the story, im so sorry. i dint do it on purpose. just happen so you play that kind of part in this dream... this wierd wierd dream...

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